Break IT

I choked.I really did. Everytime. Every bloody moment.
Darn.
Sometimes.I wonder how much stupider can i get.
And why do I love torturing myself that much.
Sanked the claws in myself. And try to tear myself apart.
When the bridge's broken, people would usually just find another way.
I would walk right through it.
Knowing that I'll fall.

I hate all those. I want it to stop.
I really want it to stop.